Hide - I Don't Wanna Think About It Lyrics

I hated her, but never him
One love strong, and one love thin
An argument I'd never win
I close my eyes and start to grin
When everyone asks "how ya been?"
Another blow across the chin

I don't wanna think about it
I remember getting high
Instead of being by his side
Now it's hard to justify

I don't wanna think about it
I don't need anybody's help
Let me go through it my own way
I don't need anyone but myself
I gotta quit saying that one day

I don't wanna think about it
Spread his ashes in the sea
I'll meet him there eventually
A life not wasted, gone from me