Hollow River - Pits Lyrics

You ask what's going on with me
I say you don't want to know
I'm getting a little obsessive
I just can't let things go
Been talking in my sleep again
Saying things that terrify
But maybe it's the truth
Cause I do my best thinking at night
Maybe it's time try the pills
The edge keeps coming close
But I can't lose a year again
Trying to figure out the dose
Been looking for a safe place
To put down all this weight
Think I haven't grasped the fact
That maybe it'll have to stay

And I'm breaking down
And I can't get out
Please tell me how the f*ck does
Everything keep coming after me
(Breathe)

I know that it's not healthy
To spend so much time in my room
But sometimes I fall into pits
That utterly consumes
Every other time I fell
I always pulled through
But I've never fallen down this far
And I just don't know what to do

And I'm breaking down
And I can't get out
Please tell me how the f*ck does
Everything keep coming after me
(Breathe)

Will you just stay with me
Before I'm crushed by the anxiety
Suffocate until I seize
Scratch my wrists until they bleed

And I'm breaking down
And I can't get out
Please tell me how the f*ck does
Everything keep coming after me
(Breathe)

Will you just stay with me
Before I'm crushed by the anxiety
Suffocate until I seize
Scratch my wrists until they bleed