Homemade Ocean - She's Not My Girl Lyrics

Now try as I might I don't believe in love at first sight
Even if the timing's right and on the trap bite it's just gonna end in spite
If I spread myself too thin the rain will hit ground
So I put my head down and wait it out, what was that sound
It's my heart in my ears beating like it'll blow
I don't want her to know, don't want her to know
But do I though

Cause she's not my girl
Yet I sit here
Curled up with her head in my lap
She just thinks we're friends though
She doesn't know, she doesn't know
Do I want her to though

Maybe if some years go you and me could give it a try and we could make a memory
Cause something's better than nothing to me
And I'd lie if it meant I had a good story
Not one to tell but one to hold
I'm not moving on or letting go I'm just slowly growing old
With my greatest story still untold

Cause she's not my girl
Yet I sit here
Curled up with her head in my lap
She just thinks we're friends though
She doesn't know, she doesn't know
Do I want her to though
Do I want her to though

Life can get worse if you let it
I mean I didn't just rent out the space in my head I sublet it
So if your name's on the lease how the hell will I release the thought of you
Cause I'm fixing this problem with a toolbox that's missing a screw or two

So why go through all this trouble for someone who isn't yours and never was
Cause if you find someone who makes you feel like the sun shines that life is good
You don't just give up, you bother her every night
And when she asks you why, you say

If you were my girl I would move both heaven and earth to make you feel alive
So before I go, I just want you to know
I'm not really letting go
Just saying goodbye
To the girl still on my mind