Hot Mud - Learning To Be Lonely Lyrics

Better get my ass out of bed
Shake those bad thoughts out of my head
And pretend to be happy
Yesterday I should have been dead
I done some things better left unsaid
But would make one hell of a story
See when I lost you
I lost control
A lonely lost boy
With a lonely lost soul
Now I stumble around
Searching for you
Doing everything that I shouldn't do
Where are you?

I'm learning
Learning to be lonely
Learning
Learning to be Lonely
My identity, along with you has deserted me
I'm a nobody wallowing in self-pity
Constantly drunk and stoned and angry
I'm slowly, learning to be lonely
And I feel so low
Low low low
See when I lost you
I lost control
A lonely lost boy
With a lonely lost soul
Now I stumble around
Searching for you
Doing everything that I shouldn't do
Where are you?

Me?
I'm learning
Learning to be lonely
Learning
Learning to be lonely
Your memory is the only thing that keeps me company
In all honesty, I don't blame you for leaving me
I'm slowly
Learning to be lonely
And I feel so low
Low low low