Medicate Video (MV)

In the river standing there
Feeling cold and bare
As my mind starts to slow
In that cold, hudson flow
I start to think back
Where did the time go
Where did the time go
Slow my mind to a steady rate
Transgressions tending to my fate
The pain will help
The cold will help
To self, self
Medicate

Medicate all the senses
Dull out all the wounds
I find myself always drawn into
The back of the room

Rely on the sense of comfort
In feeling comfortable
Waking up, disgust
In the same old skin
There's more to life
More to this

I've been searching for a way out
With my compass wearing thin
I lie awake at night and when morning comes
I'm left unhinged

I've been searching for a way out
Never reached this low before
Redirecting my attention to the bottle next to me
Then I pass out on the floor
(Then I pass out on the floor)

I just want a way, I want a way out
From all of the self doubt
I want to know how
To breathe again
I just want a way, I want a way out
From all of the self doubt
I want to know how
To breathe again

I've been searching for a way out
(Medicate all the senses)
I've been searching for a way out
(Dull out all the wounds)
I've been searching for a way out
(I find myself always drawn into)
I've been searching for a way out
(The back of my room)

I stare into the mirror
It's empty like i feel
I am broken for no reason
No reason but my own

I'm trying to be less like me
And more like someone new
Without way out from the self defeat
What are you supposed to do
(What are you supposed to do)

I just want a way, I want a way out
From all of the self doubt
I want to know how
To breathe again
I just want a way, I want a way out
From all of the self doubt
I want to know how
To breathe again
I just want a way, I want a way out
From all of the self doubt
I want to know how
To breathe again
I just want a way, I want a way out
From all of the self doubt
I want to know how
To breathe again