I've been through a lot, but I'll go through more
I've been through a lot, but I'll go through more
The only thing I understand in life is music
Tried to be accepted, but could never get through
People are the devil, and they love to be choosers
I never understood
Even though I tried to be the nicest I can, it never mattered to them
Everybody tries to treat me like a garden tool
I'm a fool for thinking that they'd ever change
I shouldn't have to plead to be treated like a human being
But these people keep on using me, it makes me sick
Sorry I'm a caring person, and I give a shit
Matter of fact? This is it, I'm going back to the old me
It's the only way I'm safe from this crack in my heart that all these people started
Been rejected so many times my heart is guarded
Love the pain, but hate this type, everything is wrong
Can't give my heart away, it's long gone
Don't lose yourself, it's okay
One day you'll find your own way
Don't lose yourself, it's okay
It's okay, it's okay
Don't lose yourself, it's okay
One day you'll find your own way
Don't lose yourself, it's okay
It's okay, it's okay
All I do is lose myself, no interest in any help
It's all over, this world is hell
This world is hell, this world is hell
All I do is lose myself, no interest in any help
It's all over, this world is hell
This world is hell, this world is hell
Gladly say that I'm proud to be a misfit
Never fit in anywhere, knew that I was different from the minuteI found this music
I was grinding the same year that Raw Footage was buzzing
It's not a choice to live out this life
If you're blessed with the chance, it doesn't come around twice
Got to take what you're given, make the best of your life
When it's done there's nothing more, it all goes out like a light
And I'm sorry just to break it to you
Never knew I had the power I do
Hope I don't do anything stupid, like it always seems I do
I've been living for the moment, I hope that I can control it
I need to blow up and fast, before I'm way past my glory
I know my goal ain't too normal, this just ain't your average story
I hope you understand, I'm not in this for the money
I'm alone, not lonely
I'm alone, not lonely
I'm alone, not lonely
All alone
I'm alone, not lonely
I'm alone, not lonely
I'm alone, not lonely
All alone, I'm lonely