Hunter Hart - I'm Not Over It (So Honest Men Live) Lyrics

The more I think about it
The more I believe it didn't effect you at all
It probably looked like it didn't effect me at all either
But so much of how I feel visibly is a lie
But it didn't seem to tear you up at all
Pretty much it very well could have been nothing
To begin with I don't know I wish I was drunker right now
Okay I am but what prompted the change
What brought us to what will we do in september to a september
With all of this completely in the past
More importantly why am I still like this now
I should be feeling nothing about this
It's so unimportant maybe I'm contradicting myself
I remember the shake in your voice
It was difficult but why

I'm not an alcoholic I'm just sick of being sober
I'd much rather be hungover
Or even just over you
I've had too much to think
Wait no I meant drink
F*ck whatever you know what I mean
I speak in absolutes but I'm absolutely unsure why I do
I'm superbad at this feeling shit
I wish that you would quit
Wait f*ck I'm over it I should really stop talking about it

Wait what was I saying?
I keep on forgetting
I keep on saying
That I'm forgetting
But really I'm just lying
I'm sick of trying

You spoke to me in stolen tongues
I replied with broken teeth
And now all I have are broken thoughts
And a broken mind because I hit my f*cking head too hard
And I hate the longest yard
I'm really running out of ideas now
But I'm running wild now

Wait what was I saying?
I keep on forgetting
I keep on saying
That I'm forgetting
But really I'm just lying
I'm sick of trying to get over you
On the off chance that I do
Don't let me get over you