H-UP - Sixteen Lyrics

I was sixteen, six pill deep in the backseat
Laughing
When I knew deep down I wasn't happy
Ask me
What's the meaning to all this pain
Taking all these drugs but it's making me insane

I was
So lonely
Even with my homies
Say you know me
You don't really know me

You don't know where I've been
How I live
Dealing with emotions
Talking to the medicine
Like

Take away the pain
Numb me to my core
Popping pills
Till I'm laying on the floor
Nice high
But I think I need more
Death and knocking on my door

Cold sweats, need rest
Heart beating right out my chest
Pop a few, crush the rest
In the end I'm still upset
In the end, I'm still all alone on my own
All alone, on my own

I was sixteen, six pills deep in the backseat
Laughing
When I knew deep down I wasn't happy
Ask me
What's the meaning to all this pain
Taking all these drugs but it's making me insane

I was sixteen, six pills deep in the backseat
Laughing
When I knew deep down I wasn't happy
Ask me
What's the meaning to all this pain
Taking all these drugs but it's making me insane
I was...

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I was sixteen, six pills deep in the backseat
Laughing
When I knew deep down I wasn't happy
Ask me
What's the meaning to all this pain
Taking all these drugs but it's making me insane

I was sixteen, six pills deep in the backseat
Laughing
When I knew deep down I wasn't happy
Ask me
What's the meaning to all this pain
Taking all these drugs but it's making me insane

I was sixteen, six pills deep in the backseat
Laughing
When I knew deep down I wasn't happy
Ask me
What's the meaning to all this pain
Taking all these drugs but it's making me insane

I was sixteen, six pills deep in the backseat
Laughing
When I knew deep down I wasn't happy
Ask me
What's the meaning to all this pain
Taking all these drugs but it's making me insane
(So insane)