Husk - Heavy Eyes Lyrics

Locked me out
Sat longingly
So here I stand with a broken key
Filled my cup with pathetic excuses
And your lies grew over me
I should've known back then
Pull the covers away as they tear in the midst of me
Said with heavy eyes from the loss of who I used to be
Is this still me
I put my heart on my sleeve
For it to be put back right where it used to be

Felt the touch of an empty stare
Sat in comfort of what wasn't there
Turned her back to see a different shade

Felt the burn of an empty stare
Sat in comfort of what wasn't there
Turned her back and saw a different shade
As if we were polar
Every time you turn your back on me it pulls me closer
Two steps in front of me
Somewhere I'll never be
Seeing objectively
My flawed history

Mazes in my mind
Falling asleep to the sound of my voice again
Never get it quite right
Out of mind, out of sight
I should've known back then

Felt the burn of an empty stare
Sat in comfort of what wasn't there
Turned her back and saw a different shade
As if we were polar
Every time you turn your back on me it pulls me closer
Two steps in front of me
Somewhere I'll never be