Husk - Was I Never Really Here Lyrics

What have I done to my own blood
Can't overcome
Self delusion
Will I ever escape my selfish ways
I'm waking up to total control
Where have I gone
Or was I never really here

Potential's not easy to see
Not in the eyes of a man like me
Want me to be something
I don't follow your father's beliefs
You know I hate to leave
But it won't hurt in a couple weeks

Tired eyes from late nights
From skipping stones and blowing smoke
I wanna come home

Potential's not easy to see
Not in the eyes of a man like me
They tell me I'm nothing
They don't give me an option
You know I hate to leave
But it won't hurt in a couple weeks

What have I done
Where have gone
Is it too late
I can't get enough
Seeking the numb

Potential's not easy to see
Not in the eyes of a man like me
Want me to be something
I don't follow your father's beliefs
You know I hate to leave
But it won't hurt in a couple weeks