Ill At Ease - This Year Lyrics

This year was lots of fun
Messed up, I'm glad it's done.
A roller coaster
Take this year's posters off my walls.
I'm not sad
These weren't the best times that i've had.

This year, I sat here
And realized i am messed up.
This year, I sat here
I think thats why i'm messed up.
Nothing new.
Nothing to hold on to.
I'm wide open.
I've been broken this year.

This Year, I came undone.
I fought the world, I think I won
Even though it felt so right
I still felt so alone at night (alone at night)
Who would have thought it'd end this way
We'll be happy soon anyway. (anyway)

This Year, I got laid
I'm glad that's out of my way.
This year, I got laid
That's why I'm so messed up.
I found someone new.
Someone to hold onto.
No longer broken.
I'll be more open next year.

Next year, I'll be here
I know I won't be messed up.
Next year, is so near
My love for her will become
Warm and true.
Something to hold onto.
I can't stand waiting
'til we start dating next year.