Is it so bad to care this time
Is it a shame to watch them die
I haven't slept so well in years
Please let them all go away
It is not so bad
That I am not as
Sane as I once was
No it's a blessing
It's
No it's not so bad
That I am now
As far off course in life
As ever before
I've found myself in a big mess
A bloody cesspool of junk thoughts
No more will any of this blur
My vision's clear as can be