It is such a nightmare
I feel as if I'm meant to walk
The earth in fear and terror
One long out of body experience
Are they looking at me now
What is he thinking
They think
Of questioning me but again
The look in my eyes puts them off
Feel what they think
I can see what they thought
I would be like if I ever
Opened the door
Would you want to be mine
Will you help pay my fine
Would you hate me today
Just save me and
Blame me
For my apathy
My misanthropy
For my misery
For my off-beat glee
It's the most curious thing
How I enjoy the darkest times
In my own derailed way
Cum, oh misery
Come undone