N/A. Video (MV)

I don't wanna let you go
Sorry that I'm selfish
Please don't let me go
And sit in this darkness
The pain I have
Won't go away today
No
Hope it can stop
Before I am gone
Never wanted you to leave
And for the past couple months, don't wanna breathe
Haunt me in dreams
All of the people on twitter be thinking that I am so happy
But I'm just so f*cked in my head
And then half of the time I just sit in my bed
With a pad and a pen
Writing Blood Sweat and Tears
All of the things that I'm spilling
I don't even wanna lose all of my feelings
It's making me selfish
I don't even think about how you be feeling this
I was self-centered and put what you went through just right on the side
And I'm so f*cking sorry, I want to restart
Because I just know deep inside that I f*cked up
And I want to relax, and I don't want to pass
And just end up forgotten, I feel imma crash
So just please don't forget me is all that I ask
That was my biggest fear of mine
Being let go
I don't want that to happen to us
And I hope it doesn't
I don't wanna let you go
Sorry that I'm selfish
Please don't let me go
And sit in this darkness
Thank you for this
I am so grateful
Yeah
You made life so great
Don't forget that please
The smile you gave me is all that I think about
I just can't even stand it and the fact that it hurts me
To see that we're not even close anymore is just f*cking me up
And I miss all the talks that we had and with all of the love and support
That you gave to me really boost up my pride
By making all of this shit even possible, with all the energy I am unstoppable
Just know that you are my number one fan
And it won't ever change, because you are
The best thing that happened to me and that shit is a fact
Which is why I continue to write up this legacy
And I don't let any shit get the best of me
But if we're enemies that shit will get to me
I will keep going on if that's my destiny
Getting back up to my state just for you
Regardless of all the shit
You really made my life different
You're special to me
You were great and you shouldn't think otherwise
I don't wanna let you go
Sorry that I'm selfish
Please don't let me go
And sit in this darkness
I don't wanna let you go
Sorry that I'm selfish
Please don't let me go
And sit in this darkness