Ian Matthew - Ashtray Lyrics

There's another full ashtray by my bed there's another night of nightmares in my head
I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off
What do you do what do you do when you can't sleep it off
It's another full ashtray by my bed It's another night of nightmares in my head
I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off
What do what you do when you can't sleep it off

Ashtray full and my lungs bad I'm up man I'm up til the sun back
New night, old nightmares come back just trying to ride it out like a bus pass
Sorry if I been closed off
You ever been scared to doze off
Fully charged with my phones off
I ain't tryna take no calls
You know to break a chain you gotta find a link that'll work
I wanna explain it but I just can't find the words

I heard you get what you give out and you get what you deserve
I think all that I gave out it might just give me the worst
I got a full ashtray on my nightstand and I will never break but yea, I might bend
And my nightmares only last the night man I said I will never break but yea, I might bend

There's another full ashtray by my bed there's another night of nightmares in my head
I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off
What do you do what do you do when you can't sleep it off
It's another full ashtray by my bed It's another night of nightmares in my head
I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off
What do what you do when you can't sleep it off

What you do, what you do, when you can't, can't fight the feeling
What you do, what you do, when you ain't, slept in a minute

Don't expect you to understand, always knew you wouldn't get it
I guess that's why I probably never mentioned or said it
And I ain't tryna stress nobody I could handle alone
My nights turn into mornings, and mornings they come and go

I would sleep it off, but sleep ain't really something I know
And you believe what you see, but you only see what I show
I got a full ashtray on my nightstand
And I will never break, but yeah I might bend
And my nightmares only last the night, man
I said I will never break, but yeah I might bend

There's another full ashtray by my bed there's another night of nightmares in my head
I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off
What do you do what do you do when you can't sleep it off
It's another full ashtray by my bed It's another night of nightmares in my head
I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off
What do what you do when you can't sleep it off