I seen the pain in her eyes when she told me she no longer loves me
These demons they no longer run me, tell me could you ever trust me
I'm staring deep in her eyes now this shit getting blurry, they flooding
Tears in her eyes what I never saw coming
How could I not see it coming
I treated this love like it's nothing
I drink a lil more just to numb it
Down this whole bottle like f*ck it
I can't make anything of it
Looking like this really done it
We can't even go and discuss it
We out of time tell me something
I think it's the best if we cut it
Once again start to misjudge me
Love in her eyes but she judge me
I mean, it is what it is and I'm still out here chasing this money
Rain on me, rain on me, thunderstorm, lately it's been getting sunny
Right now I'm leaving the country
Sorry to leave it got ugly
I seen the damage I caused with it
I never dealt with you properly
Find you again, it's a lottery
I took from you it's a robbery
Nightmares becoming a part of me
Nightmares becoming a part of me
Regret in my mind just been haunting me
Memories recently taunting me
Guard up my heart with an armory
Left me with nun I'm in poverty
I felt these drugs in my arteries
Look at me now are you proud of me
Look at me now are you proud of me
Look at me now are you proud of me
Look at me now are you proud of me
Looking like something that I'll never know, look at shit like it's wild to me
I had some demons inside of me
Sometimes you can't do it alone are willing to go on this ride with me
Told me you willing to die for me
I did my best for this promise I seen in her eyes what she'd hide from me
Loved you despite all the lies to me
Sleep is the cousin of death in my dreams my soul leave and then cry to me
Leave when it cry to me
Leave when it cry to me
Just leave when it cry to me
Willing to go on this ride with me?
I see in her eyes what she hide from me
Left in my dreams
Left in my dreams
I let this pain go inside of me