Idkmichaelll - Don't Deserve Me Lyrics

He was the one who set the living throne We ain't that close, but we're not close enough
I got it like it was my slime But I get the picture caught in my head, can't imagine us dyin
All shit that's goin' on, bae, I'm losin' my mind
Too many kills up in the field, can't leave my mama cryin

I'm gettin' older, which means work harder
I shouldn't have caught ya, devil on my shoulder
And two business , slat lee summit', girl, I shouldn't have hoed ya
I'm goin' harder, grew up in the trenches, took my heart out

F*ckin' with these bitches, different bops, ain't got no love now
My mama gettin' booked, I ain't say shit, I ain't got no words for them
I grew up kinda hard, I ain't have shit, I put in work for them
And go to Costa Rica, bad lil bitch, you know I need her

I travel overseas, I do whatever just to sit up
Black, bulletproof, put in work to be with you
Ain't nothing niggas had it hard as me, I get real physical
I admit beside the ring, I knock him out just like Javon Davis

The hardest shit I been through, told myself I'm gon' have it nine days
I'm ridin' in a big Cadillac, bitches never see me happy
I can't f*ck with you, cause at the same time, I'm gon' think bout Kylee
I walk short in my sense, I think bout death, cause I can't be happy

I cheated on that girl, I want her back, I don't know what happened
Gun sounds, I hear clappin', bitch bad, I get active
Fafa, we got action, he dead, that's what happens
I'm goin' harder, grow up in the trenches, took my heart out

I'm f*ckin' with these bitches different, bops ain't got no love now
My mama gettin' booked, I ain't say shit, I ain't got no words for them
I grew up kinda hard, I ain't have shit, I put in work for them
My family's dead and talkin', paintin' pictures, don't know shit about it

My big brother put his hands on my mama, promise I ain't cry about it
I ain't even mad at your brother, disappointed badly
We all came out the same, stomach blow right, but that shit don't matter
Shit, I'ma just go harder than these songs, I'ma put everything in these songs

I'm tellin' y'all, y'all gon' f*ckin' hate me
And I ain't kill, I ain't holdin' back, now they bangin
Bit my granny, I feel like she don't even love me, bitch
I'm up inside her roof, I feel like it ain't no love in it, bitch

Shawty, I feel so much pressure, so much weight on my shoulder right now
Nigga can't even cry to express his feelings
They gon' call me a f*ckin' hoe in it, bitch
Shawty, f*ck

Shawty, f*ck