If I Should Die - Terrible Things Lyrics

Filthy habits, is it worth this
Admit one for your circus
Take my seat, show begins
We know how this f*cking ends
Take your hand, enjoy the ride
I'm yours till I f*cking die
I found my peace
I'll sign the lease
You know me, I aim to please
Tied hands behind my back
To feel the spine of which you lack
Finding god in a car crash
Sanctify the life you've had
The ocean's worth of guilt you hold
Is cutting into my bare bones
Leaving me to fight and fold
A marionette in your control
On my knee, like I'm a beggar
I place this ring upon your finger
Count down days, nerves set in
This is where the fun begins
Red flag, Red flag on my love
I know that you're tough to love
Know that I will not give up
I push through when things are tough
Blegh
Tied hands behind my back
To feel the spine of which you lack
Finding god in a car crash
Sanctify the life you've had
The ocean's worth of guilt you hold
Is cutting into my bare bones
Leaving me to fight and fold
A marionette in your control
You told me all the terrible things, and
I still loved you anyway
F*ck
Oh
I gave you everything, despite it all
Not knowing I would take the fall
I give you this, before you part
Just reach in my chest, and
Take my heart
OH FUCK
Tied hands behind my back
To feel the spine of which you lack
Finding god in a car crash
Sanctify the life you've had
The ocean's worth of guilt you hold
Is cutting into my bare bones
Leaving me to fight and fold
A marionette in your control
Animals lying facedown
Hands together on hallowed ground
We hold the dimmest light we've found
Longing to hear the deafening sound
Of a trumpet made of god and flesh
We'll burn out from the sun I'll bet
Existential in our dread
Corpses made of wine and bread