Illy - Demon In Disguise Lyrics

Feeling like heavens gate is just closing on me slowly
Got underlying hate n now it's showing now it's surely
Taking my pride to deep ends
Wasting my time this evening
Drinking some fye this weekend
Am I a liar?
Depends look

Gotta just learn to just keep shit to myself
Cause one of these days these drugs n thoughts will catch up with my health
Flushing the cards n drugs and all the shit that I was dealt
Nah you don't care n that's fair but don't be lying to yourself
Huh?

Maybe now I should spit a few rhymes, get where I want to
But I realize all the real lies and baby girl I want you
Red in my eyes, demon in disguise, my love for you would haunt you
Picking up flyers till dollars retire
N then I finally flaunt you
Maybe I should be on some shit everybody else do
But the voice insides my head just tells me
" $illy they'll not feel you"
See right through your lies, see the demons n the real you
Don't waste your time, cause they'll get close n they'll deceive you
Yeah they'll deceive you huh?
They'll see the real you huh?
Don't let them close nah
Cause that's when they be getting to you most but

Feeling like heavens gate is just closing on me slowly
Got underlying hate n now it's showing now it's surely
Taking my pride to deep ends
Wasting my time this evening
Drinking some fye this weekend
Am I a liar?
Depends look

Gotta just learn to just keep shit to myself
Cause one of these days these drugs n thoughts will catch up with my health
Flushing the cards n drugs and all the shit that I was dealt
Nah you don't care n that's fair but don't be lying to yourself
Huh?