imfine - the idea of you Lyrics

I hate the thought that I have lost you
And I'm well aware it was just the idea of you

But my damaged pride cannot afford to lose
And my panicked mind cannot take this abuse

I'm still in love
With the thought that someone's mine
You filled that hole inside for a time

So stay
We don't have any plans for a while
Lay
Lay your heavy frown on my smile

When you're out of options
And I'm down on my luck
You hit me up at 3 am to

F*cking tell my 'bout my problems
When I'm well aware of every one them
But this toxic form of love is what we love

I've had enough of hating myself for you
Worse yet, you meant something to me

Stay
We don't have any place to be
Lay
Lay here with me