ImJustTy - Is This Love? Lyrics

Is this life
Up and down
Rollercoaster
Round and round
Is this love
That I've found
Or a shell of something else
Is this life
Up and down
Rollercoaster
Round and round
Is this love
That I've found
Or a shell of something else

Do you think that it's real
Cause I don't have the time
To try and decipher
This puzzle of life
I thought love was burning
The flames getting high
Fill up our lungs with the smoke
Til we die
But we couldn't tame it
It's outta control
The spark in us went out
We did what we're told
But we never listened
To what's in our souls
So we lost the sight
Of what's not in our hold
Cause we fell apart
A reason unknown
Something between us
Kept telling us no
Were so indecisive
We don't fit the mold
You'd smoke to get by
I would rap it in flows
I hate situations
Where I had to fake it
I'd rather be honest
But you couldn't take it
Im stuck here debating
Was it supposed to be real
Or was it a game you were playing to kill
Some time

Is this life
Up and down
Rollercoaster
Round and round
Is this love
That I've found
Or a shell of something else
Is this life
Up and down
Rollercoaster
Round and round
Is this love
That I've found
Or a shell of something else

I dont know what love is
But I know its not that
Wouldnt have the issues
That always seems to circle back
Its been too long
Just to keep coming up
Internalize the problem
Then suddenly its blowing up
I couldnt take it
Not playing your games
The more that it happened
The less I would stay
And you were expecting
The times I would lay
Right by your side
While a movie would play
But I wont do that
I couldnt be there
Something would happen
And im not prepared
To deal with bull
You were dealing those days
Go to my setup
My creative space
Just to get away
I would start making beats
Then write out my heart
Keeping it vaugely
So no one really knows
How im doing lately
But im doing fine
Cause I droppped my lady
Im free

This is not the love I thought existed
Its not a movie, or a story that ive seen
This is not the love I thought existed
Its not a movie, or a story that ive seen

Is this life
Up and down
Rollercoaster
Round and round
Is this love
That I've found
Or a shell of something else
Is this life
Up and down
Rollercoaster
Round and round
Is this love
That I've found
Or a shell of something else

And even though were done
Got no hard feelings left over
I am not resenting you
Got no grudge hanging over
I know that you will be okay
And I hope you stay sober
I hope you live a happy life
And you dont have the controller
Hope you live it naturally
Hope you find yourself a king
And I hope you learn to change
Like you never did for me
But I think you learned a lesson
See I learned a couple things
I just hope you work it out
So you can work up towards you dream
Truly