ImJustTy - Reality Check Lyrics

My feelings died
We were broken
Why did I fight
For you, dont deserve it
Now youre out of time
Reality checked me
Now I see I was right
I cant do it this time

Not gon lie, im not real proud of myself
I was changing, I would lie to myself
Thinking, its never me, shes the one that needs help
Left me staying up all night, just to ruin myself
But then id play it off and disregard what I felt
Bro gave me reality check, I needed help
Put me in my place, left my ego on the shelf
I really needed space to see the worst in myself
I was blind, couldnt see all the pain
But I swear she said a million times that I had changed
Feeling so neglected, like I didnt love her the same
It was almost over, with our fight from yesterday
This is why im gonna turn around who I am
Im supposed to be better, im supposed to be her man
My anger taking over, I was acting on demand
But the way that I would handle it
Id wonder who I am

Im not alright
Im not okay
Why did I fight
For you, dont deserve it
Now youre out of time
Reality checked me
Now I see I was right
I cant do it this time

The anger that Im feeling right now
Could not compare to all the pain you gave out
Manipulating me until I found out
Guess it wasnt what I thought
I swear I really shouldve known and im sorry
I shouldve saw it from the start and youre hardly
Any kind of person that I should be with
Making me the worst version of me
Why I choose to stick around I dont know
I wont deny, ive been a guy with no soul
Lacking feeling where I should've cared
When I found out, we were broke beyond repair
Now youre fully out of time and its over
And im guessing that you never stayed sober
Too many issues that were blinding, I told her
Over and over and over again