im.jxded - Front Door FINAL MASTAAAA DREW Lyrics

Hiding all my pain cause u been keeping secrets
Minds in outer space while u f*cking with my feelings

Said at first its love then u trash me on the weekend
Guess im just a cause for u just to f*ckin feel shit

Calling me up and u saying we're done
But I've been the one to start cutting my arms
Crying alone I got a lot of demons but u don't a know a f*cking thing about the dark

Snows dripping from nose now
And I'm ten toes down deep below
I was born inside a f*cking mansion til I was left outside out in the cold

Sold my soul for love and all I got was u
This whole time I had nothing to lose
All it took was f*cking one time yea it's one time to make me tying the noose

I feel like drowning in liquor and swimming in bitches to start getting back at u
I would've lost myself for u but I lost my self because of u

Yea baby u we're all that I had
F*cking me up with the gas
Before u I was already sad but now
U striking all the f*cking matches

How many times that I lose
How many fights will we choose
Living it up for the moment
Ain't coming back on the loose

All these mother f*cking pills never f*cked me up as bad as u
I'd rather breathe in amphetamine dust
Than keep staring back at u

Feeling off yea killing me off when I'm sticking with day ones
I ain't ever seen a bitch that'll switch up that quick
Got my f*cking middle fingers up now

Dead inside yea a lot to hide
No remorse for every time I lied
F*ck ur feelings cause u f*cked up mine
Yea I've started healing hope u stuck in lies

Yea I'm smoking all the gas
Hope In what I have
I've got my back and u got ur ass
Always gonna be a f*ckin snake in the grass
Killed me once but I killed what we had

So don't come knocking on the front door
Cause i will never be there
Put myself down so many times just for u to stoke the fire cause u don't care

Realized a lot of things love
U have to give it a new meaning
It don't mean shit if it's not shit to them
So burn ur scars while she burns your skin