I should just let you go, right?
I should just drop everything I knew about you
And pretend that we never even happened?
I'm not blaming you though
And of course like every other voicemail I practiced in my head
This isn't coming out they way that I wanted it to
But I just wanna know, did you actually care about me?
Or was it really just a game?
Like, you befriended me and then it actually became legit and things both went wrong in our own lives and then you got stuck with me?
And then you just decided you didn't need me anymore and you needed a reason
You needed a reason to hate me so you could shut me out
Then I wouldn't be trying to call you, right?
That's what it was, right?
Because I meant literally nothing to you
And if that's not true, then show me how it's not true
Because something like what we had doesn't just crash and burn after somebody's mistake
You're supposed to grow
And you never let me grow