In Dying Eyes - Pain (Live) Lyrics

Taking my life one step at a time, never knowing what troubles I'll find. Trying to live through this nightmare, asking for help but nobody cares
Choking on thoughts I keep inside, cutting me deep, it feels like I died
Slowly losing humanity, and starting to follow insanity

I don't know where to go anymore
I've taken many paths but none lead me to salvation
I wish I could fix this broken nation

As I sit here, my world in flames
I too, set ablaze to what you meant to me
I take an extra step, as a leap of faith
And throw myself into the flames

Because the harder I fight, the more it burns me up inside
And I can't see any brighter days through my dying eyes
Break the silence

So I'm left here picking up the pieces
From the giant mess you've made
You said that you were different
But this pain still hurts the same
Thanks for the worst type of memories
The ones I can't erase
I feel so lost in hopelessness
It feels like I'm just lost in space

I can't fall asleep I'm running through my head
Everything you did and left unsaid
At best would you say I was misled?
Did you leave me for dead?

You promised me forever then dropped me like a cigarette
I can't escape it, you haunt me like a ghost
I can never sleep at night because my dreams are where you haunt me most

As I sit here, my world in flames
I too, set ablaze to what you meant to me
As an extra step, I take a leap of faith
And I throw myself into the flames

Because the harder I fight, the more it burns me up inside
And I can't see any brighter days through my dying eyes
Break the silence

So I'm left here picking up the pieces
From the giant mess you've made
You said that you were different
But this pain still hurts the same
Thanks for the worst type of memories
The ones I can't erase
I feel so lost in hopelessness
It feels like I'm just lost in space

Just so you know, you're the flame of hate, eternally burning a hole in my soul
Burn

You're nothing but a snake dressed as a sheep
I can't ever kill all these memories
As much as I hate to say
You're just dead weight

End the suffering
Killing me softly

I hate
What you've done to me, I hate who I've become
Please let me turn back time to stop the damage from being done
Praying for salvation