I close my eyes in an attempt to sleep
But the walls push on me harder
Dark visions and thoughts surround me
And with every breathe I take, I feel hunger
Feels so good
Taste of another blood on my lips
But something has changed
Why can't I feel calm inside?
Every second
Feels like forever
Is that the shadow that I saw a while ago?
Is this redemption coming for me?
I'm not afraid already
Just take my life away
I'm cursed from that moment
When I was born
With every year my pain grows
I put myself in a case and threw away the key
And only the beast is alive now
I am a mistake
Please just take my life now
I won't hurt the others again
Oh mighty lord
I'm ready for an ascension
Praying for mercy
Though I never believe
Need wings to fly
But hell is catching my legs
Cold sharp blade is near my neck
I feel the breath on the back of my head
Gentle move from left to right
And I'm calm at last