I shouldn't have said it
I shouldn't dig up the past
I didn't think the pain
Would ruin us so damn fast
I thought it would heal me
But it only made it worse
Cause I'm a f*ck up
Haunted by this curse
But I'm glad I didn't speak
When I was young and weak
If it all unfolded
As it has now
I wonder
If I'd still be here
I thought it would heal me
But it only made it worse
Cause I'm a f*ck up
Haunted by this curse
Or
If I'd break somehow