Inkwater - Possibly a Trout Lyrics

Insomnia got me up pacing the house
I need to find myself
May as well check up inside of the couch
F*ck am I saying
I'm losing my shit so I went out and bought me an ounce
Maybe I'm paranoid, maybe I'm irredeemable, it's wearing me down
I'm just not comfortable wearing the crown
F*ck a cap and gown, f*ck a graduation, give me that f*cking paper
Yo my focus laser, I ain't a waiter, nigga, I don't cater
F*ck a hater we got Raw papers
Half hour till I see tracers
And you can bet imma be a ghost if you're off bounds
Cuz it's no words, just Jerry Mouse, bitch

I'm forcing sobriety
Try not to lie to me
I'm the emperor, high like a dynasty
This is immaculate
Golden touch, but it works from like 30 feet
Nothing left on this planet is hurting me
My mentality set me free I got the clue like I'm Steve
And my doggo been missing me
Call me blue, that's an understatement
I'm depressed, and the-
Pieces of me that I used to have are gone
Now I don't got any interests
I don't f*ck with these bitches
I don't visit my folks
Because I'm stuck in the kitchen
Tryna cook up a remedy to my f*cking afflictions
Most of y'all just get distracted and you fail the mission
It's like nobody can follow through when they got a vision
Guess I'm the only one about it, so I'll keep hitting
My f*cking meds don't work, so I'm boutta quit em
F*ck

Bad habits like a bitch
Got baggage, that ain't shit
Don't care who you're f*cking with
That shit is not my priority
Zero, sixty hella quick
You're just lying like you're slick
Silly bitches suck a dick
You can respect my authority
All these hoes came to tears when they found out they could not abuse me
And if you're a thot, I may just let you use me
Temporarily, bitch, it's not charity
Hit the therapy, now I'm thinking with so much clarity
But with honesty, you could still bury me
That's a favor, there's no use in scaring me
Cuz the devil's a bitch when compared to me