All these conversations make me wish that I were somewhere else
I'm sitting quiet while he talks about a girl I didn't ask about
And how did I get in this situation
I guess it's all just too complicated
I pour another drink cause the room keeps on spinning
I laugh at everything to keep the tears from falling down
Down
I'm fine by myself
Sometimes I don't even know why I ever leave the house I hate going out
All my friend say they're doing something different
But they're doing all the same shit doing all the same
Oh my life's been
Getting kind of boring I hope nobody noticed that I'm losing my focus
Focus
I get a text around 4 in the morning
We're not even friends stop hitting my phone when I'm trying to sleep
I think sleeps what I need sleeps what I need
Well I just want to disassociate with all these faces in these places
Getting wasted feeling faded it's just not for me
Not for me
Not for me yeah
Sometimes I don't even know why I ever leave the house I hate going out
All my friend say they're doing something different
But they're doing all the same shit doing all the same
Oh my life's been
Getting kind of boring I hope nobody noticed that I'm losing my focus
Focus