Sitting in a box waiting for it to happen
Doesn't matter if it comes from someone else
As I see those answers, they come in to grab me
I'm convinced so easily I know myself
I am weakened by the thought of the salvation
Being freed by someone other than yourself
But if they would know the truth behind the matter
They would really save themselves instead
I don't wanna do this anymore
I tried
Been through all of this before
Seeking chances in whatever happens quickest
Don't forget it doesn't have to be so hard
'Cause demeaning something ends up being easy
I'm the first one to jump in the bowl
I don't wanna do this anymore
I tried
Been through all of this before
Where is that one thing that will see me through
Reasons mean nothing I still don't have you
Where is that one thing that will see me through
Reasons, excuses, I still don't have you
I wanna do this anymore
I tried
Been through all of this before