Where's all the things we've been through leading to
My dads f*ckin up
My moms movin on
I don't think Ill even
But cmon
You know that I can't say that in a song
I create a face for y'all and always play along
But now and then
I sit down and think about the end
How's it gonna go when all the build up starts to thin
Then again
We haven't even started to begin
I'm just always worried bout the things that could happen
Where am I going
Where is this going
How does all this end
How did I offend
When I do defend
All these demons coming in
And the mind starts to thin
While the darkness starts to spread
And I can't think ahead
Without my body turning red
Yet all I feel is dread
Is this song radio friendly
I don't know what's happy
I can't say my mind because my writing's been to sappy
Lately I can't think straight that's a problem with my music
Is anybody listening I'm tryna build a purpose
I know this is too serious we barely even juniors
Does anybody care what we say when we're wordless
I need a f*cking purpose man
I find it really hard just to talk about my night
Cause clearly I'm a burden it's okay cause it's alright
I can't but think i got a problem with my music
Sorry this verse is lacking man I don't really do this
Where's all the things we've been through leading to