I've lost myself and I can't seem to Find my way
These skies are turning grey
And I don't have the time of day
To take away the hate I've spread or Relieve those I've pained
So I just came to say
To say
I'm sorry
I'll take the blame
One day at a time
One day before I leave this place
This world swallows me whole
I can't let the reality go
Of leaving everything new and old
Just to find a new place called home
Inside this emptiness grows and I Can't seem to hold
Everything I ever held onto
So I let it go
Yeah I'm sorry Chance
And I'm sorry Chloe
I never meant to be that sore
I was just angry but now I don't know what for
And GG I'd still record with ya any day you're in my city
Even though you're not f*cking with Me
I don't blame you
Sadly, y'all were the ones who got it The most
While I let my career hold a toast
From coast to coast
I'll admit I did the most but I can no longer boast off a success
If it means Hurtin' those I cherished the most
When I did this shit I lost a part of Me that You won't see
Irony dead in the mindset
Alive in the flesh
Mr. Beck
Lives with the regrets of everything That comes next
Not saying take my kindness for Weakness
Just saying that all past didn't mean Shit
If I could reverse it I would fix it
But I can't so I live with the Repercussions of doing something
To those who didn't deserve nothin
But it's okay because now I am Crumbling
That's karma
I'll let it tear me apart if it means I get to start over
I can't do that
Let's just face facts I'm a tad too late For that
I just wanted to say no hard feelings And just know I got y'alls backs
Even if we don't see eye I'll never Keep ya out of mine
But if we never see each other again I Accept it and it's fine
Sorry
The skies were grey and now it's Foggy
2 years off the cloud and now they Talkin' about Sean Beck
I been a wreck
My life's so shreked