Passionate doses I'm taking in intervals
You radiate God, you must be a miracle
I know my past behavior was cynical
You embody change and hope in literal
Cover my eyes and blinding my soul
I'm stunting my growth, you know how it goes
I fail to accept the help that you throw
Seeking attention like I am Van-
(Seeking attention like I am Van Gogh)
Problems and problems and problems I'm stacking
Downplay the meaning bring no satisfaction
Happiness getting mislabeled "distraction"
Voicing solution it getting no traction
Some people they praise me and say I inspire
So why should I change? To only get higher?
The gratification I got expired
And what I'm left with cannot be desired
I'm stubborn I know, a constant delay
You show disapprove, I drive you away
Without my pride I beg you to stay
But I'm stuck with that trait, my price to pay
Ball in your court, I'm hitting your serve
We go back and forth till we strike a nerve
Nobody more perfect than you on earth
I can't let you know I'm putting in work
I'm packing and stacking my love on a crate
I hide it away and don't fill up your plate
It's taking too long to fix my mistake
I feel like a dummy for testing our fate
Feel like a dummy for testing our fate (how you feel?)
Feel like a dummy for testing our fate (how you feel?)
Feel like a dummy for testing our fate (how you feel?)
Feel like a, feel like a, feel like a, feel like a (how you?)