Ismfc - Cancer (feat. Kron) Lyrics

Everybody wants to pick out my flaws
Aint nobody wants to help me get better
Like the day that she walked out the door
And I swear that I didn't want to let her
My hearts torn
Man I swear I new better
Sick of fighting
So I told her leave
Sit in silence
And I wonder why she cheats
I'm a product of the violence
You can find me in the streets
Only time I feel love
Is when I'm linking with the feigns
I got the food
So I'm making sure they eat
I don't really care
I'm only Tryna make g
Skin cancer deep in my skin
I ain't even got the time to just dwell
Cause I know that I'm a win
Feeling sick man I ain't feeling a well
I'm needing help
I don't know who tell
Nobody cares
Cause it's not there problem
They'll only care when I'm down in a coffin
And if I complain Then I'm just a bitch
But these cunts don't know
Don't get the sitch
They wonder why I never smile up in a photo
You don't get to pic
I'm really over life I don't want to live
Cause I'm done with that shit
And I'm done with the scripts
Dark nights I've lost my mind
Tryna numb my pain
Tryna numb my pain
To many times
Burry me alive
Burry me alive
With the clothes on my back
With the clothes on my back
Im gone
Dark nights I've lost my mind
Tryna numb my pain
Tryna numb my pain
To many times
Burry me alive
Burry me alive
With the clothes on my back
With the clothes on my back
Im gone
Everybody want to pick out my flaws
Aint nobody want to help me get better
Aint nobody even want to know the cause
They just say i got keep it all together
I've been trying every day
But this shit ain't getting better
Don't know where to go
Swear I'm loosing my way
I be home all alone
And I'm loosing my brain
I see the doc every week
See he's lips move and I ain't hearing him speak
I know that he's talking he ain't talking to me
Truth is I don't really want to know
Cause he could tell me that's the cancer has grown
I got a killer in my body
And I turn to a ghost
I talk to God
And he never has spoke
So every day that I wake
I'm just loosing my hope
I've been raped felt pain
So it's harder to cope
I count days with the blade
And I'm grabbing the rope
And if I leave tonight
Then I'm hoping you know
I gave my all to war
But I'm loosing the fight
I feel sore can't talk
Can't open my eyes
I can't walk I'm sure
That I'm leaving tonight
And If I do go
I ain't leaving your side
Cause every day that you wake
You be thinking of ty
I'll be up in heaven but I'm living alright
You'll be g through the day
But I'll visit at night
I'm done