It's Kei - Heaven Lyrics

Yeah, It's Kei

I ain't too worried about the money and the fame

To be real
Yeah

I pray I make it up to heaven
I can't wait
But I ain't in a rush
I ain't really been to church in months
And I ain't really ever pray too much
I don't never really say too much
I don't never really say enough
Gotta get it out before my time is up
If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up

I pray I make it up to heaven
I can't wait
But I ain't in a rush
I ain't really been to church in months
And I ain't really ever pray too much
I don't never really say too much
I don't never really say enough
Gotta get it out before my time is up
If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up

I pray I make it up to heaven
I can't wait
But I ain't in a rush
I ain't really been to church in months
And I ain't really ever pray too much
I don't never really say too much
I don't never really say enough
Gotta get it out before my time is up
If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up

When I lost my brother in April
God took him to make him my angel
So many demons around me it's dangerous
Mama taught me to not talk to strangers
I stopped going to church cause I hate it
I stopped praying cause I couldn't take it
Pastor told me I'm destined for greatness
I'm gone make it
Just gotta be patient
I just don't know what to do,
I'm stupid, Ik I'm a fool
I ain't been to church in a few
I'm sorry I used
Dewayne's death as an excuse
I know he probably disappointed in me
But it ain't the same if he ain't goin' with me
Everybody sayin' that they know he with me
Not everybody really know the difference
We all grieve in our own way
I might be grievin' the wrong way
They tell me that it's gone be ok
Don't think it'll ever be ok
I'm thinkin' I really should pray about it
I ain't really got too much to say about it
Demons comin' around
And they stay around me
Think I need some protection
Ain't safe around em
I just hope that I'm livin' right
And if I ain't
Help me make it right
If I should be livin' a different life
Just show me a sign
And I'll start tonight
I just hope that I'm livin' right
And if I ain't
Help me make it right
If I should be livin' a different life
Just show me a sign
And I'll start tonight
Yeah

I pray I make it up to heaven
I can't wait
But I ain't in a rush
I ain't really been to church in months
And I ain't really ever pray too much
I don't never really say too much
I don't never really say enough
Gotta get it out before my time is up
If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up

When God made my brother an angel
Ain't gone lie man that just made me angry
Everybody around me start changin'
Really seen who was real and who fakin'
I should go back to church and start prayin'
Only stopped because I had an option
I think I'm spiritually sick
I should just go to the doctor
Dear Lord
Just gimme some guidance
Come help me find it
Cause I cannot find it
I think I'm goin' the wrong way
Turn me around if it's right behind me
Redirect me if I'm misdirected
If hell is where I'm headed
Change my direction
I pray I make it up to heaven
I'll make it all right if you let me
I'll make it all right if you tell me
I ain't lose faith or none of that
I just kinda lost hope
And I don't think that it's coming back
I don't need church to make it to heaven
But I still need communication
At least I'm praying
But if you not
Then how in the hell you expect to make it
You can't just walk into somebody house
In my house
You'd be kick out

So how you expectin' to walk into heaven
You can't take a second
To send up a message
My ultimate goal is to make it to heaven
Lord Forgive Me
I'm sorry for being a stranger
I wanna be welcomed
So this is my thank you

I pray I make it up to heaven
I can't wait
But I ain't in a rush
I ain't really been to church in months
And I ain't really ever pray too much
I don't never really say too much
I don't never really say enough
Gotta get it out before my time is up
If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up