Itslial - Broken Lyrics

You've been catching flights
To different cities, for some dough
(Dough, Dough)
I've been in the yo, I'm tryna focus on my goal
(Goal, Goal)
I'm really having trouble
Tryna fight against this tide...
I've been in the yo, I'm tryna focus on my goal
Tryna see where I can run
Tryna see where I can hide
I sit here to myself I gotta ask and wonder why
(Why?)
I'd have to put it on the line
(Line)
ItsLial
You've been catching flights
To different cities, for some dough
I've been in yo, I'm tryna focus on my goal
Tryna see where I can run
Tryna see where I can hide
I'm really having trouble
Tryna fight against this tide
I sit here to myself
I gotta ask and wonder why
Like why'd I go all out
And put it all out on the line
This pain I hold within
I feel it eating me so slowly
It's funny how these people feel
They really think they know me
My heart it feel so broken(broken)
Been walking all alone
Man I'm feeling hopeless
I don't feel like anyone
Can help me cope this
God give his toughest battles
To the ones that's chosen
I ain't really felt myself
Been going through the motions
At times I feel the urgency
To express emotions
But when I think of you
I tend to lose my focus
At random times I cry
Because inside I'm broken
I lay next to my phone
Hoping you gonna call me
Feel like you moving on
And that shit just scars me
I relapsed to this drank
It's f*cking up my body
Reminiscing on them days
I called you my shawty
I know that times done changed
And deep down I'm sorry
You're still the only one
I want here beside me
I love how you be looking
And moving ya body
I'm only seeing you
When I'm out at these parties
You wanted me to talk
Gotta do more than sit and listen
To feel just what I'm feeling
You gonna have to pay attention
Just a UnderRated nigga
Tryna make it out the trenches
Been calling on you Lord
Because I really need some healing
Can't focus on my music
Think it's time I let it go
Been having mixed emotions
Had to put em in a song
See I ain't mean to do you wrong
But deep down there's a feeling
You ain't ever coming home
You've been catching flights
To different cities, for some dough
I've been in yo, I'm tryna focus on my goal
Tryna see where I can run
Tryna see where I can hide
I'm really having trouble
Tryna fight against this tide
I sit here to myself
I gotta ask and wonder why
Like why'd I go all out
And put it all out on the line
This pain I hold within
I feel it eating me so slowly
It's funny how these people feel
They really think they know me
My heart it feel so broken(broken)
Been walking all alone
Man I'm feeling hopeless
I don't feel like anyone
Can help me cope this
God give his toughest battles
To the ones that's chosen
I ain't really felt myself
Been going through the motions
At times I feel the urgency
To express emotions
But when I think of you
I tend to lose my focus
At random times I cry
Because inside I'm broken