Court Video (MV)

Hated who I was and am
I lived through a facade for friends
Now they know how I'm hurting
That bond isn't returning
I move with the best intents
While trudging through my old regrets
A new one isn't worth it
Why'd you think I seemed so perfect
I know what you want from me
Feeding it's a want and need
No one ever wanted me
It's all that I'd see
This new urge blinds light from the tunnels end
Funny then, I feel I had a grasp on how and why I'm suffering
Burdened with the purpose to protect but I'm a fiend to them
You show me grace