ivykai - Paper Thin Lyrics

I'm not where I want to be
But I'm far from where I've come
I'm not who I dreamed to be
But those feelings have long gone
The strings that hide inside of me
Have torn so long ago
Where I am and where I stand
I'm always all alone

And if I start to feel again?
And if I start to breathe again?
Does that make me paper thin?
Does that make me paper thin?

I keep trying and trying and trying and trying
But I can't seem to find
This peaceful state of mind
That everyone keeps talking about
They keep going on about
And I wanna feel it too
I wanna experience another truth
For once, I wanna feel like
I'm worth something
And not like I'm meant to be
Stuck in rock bottom
(And if I start to feel again?)
I know that all good things have a consequence
And I keep trying to find the perfect balance
But I know that I ain't perfect
And I know that love ain't perfect
But I know a couple hearts
That make it all feel worth it
So, does that make me paper thin?
(Does that make me paper thin?)
So, does that make me paper thin?