Ixkal - Paranoia Lyrics

Can't take the laughter anymore
Can't take the screaming in my mind
Can't take the chills running down my spine
Paranoia gets me every time
F*ck my overwhelmed body
Are these voices there?
Am I seeing you again?
What do you want from me?
Pleasure, pain, lust, desire all in one messed up tortured mind?
Blurred visions through the day, I'm slowly fading away
If there is a god
Take my agony for one day
I'm a paranoia slave killing, torturing my mind
I'm hearing you again
Ripping out my agonized soul
I'm running away from whatever is there
Stop, the noise hurts
I feel the pain deep inside
I feel the pain rising up
I feel the pain building up
You're not there
You're not real
You're not there
F*ck you, you're not there