Dont wanna live this life no more
Death is knockin at the door
I always think i want to answer
Is suicide my mental cancer
Sometimes i contemplate my life
It almost like its every night
How can i make it one more day
If your not here to lead the way
If theres a god hell hear my prayers
Hell walk me up to heavens stairs
To make sure that we meet again
Because you were my realest friend
No matter what it just gets worse
Like every day is a new curse
Why did the realest take his life
When he aint even try to fight
Dont wanna live this life no more
Death is knockin at the door
I always think i want to answer
Is suicide my mental cancer
Sometimes i contemplate my life
It almost like its every night
How can i make it one more day
If your not here to lead the way
I just cant picture all the pain
My brother went through in that day
To make him want to leave us all
N not give us a goodbye call
If we could just have one last chat
Id make sure all i said was that
Since you chose with life to part
Ill always love you with my heart
With my heart