Izaac - In My Mind/Note to Self Lyrics

My minds like a void that just keeps goin
The things that come through ain't always the right showin
A lot of stuff I say I truly don't mean
But when it comes down to it I know I can be a king
But none of that, ain't trynna be all sad man
A record that goes platinum, now picture that man
The fans show love, the haters they bug
But when my idols are my peers, that's when ill go dumb
Cause when you got a burnin heart for the music that influences
You cannot pull away from the feeling that just keep on feelin
And fillin up the emptiness when I felt like I had nothing and my ego had an illness
I know I'm young but things have changed will never be same person
I was before I met my lord and save
You're the better person so this is what imma work with
Show the world that you're great and never be ashamed of it
Ahh it's hard to keep a good mentality
When demons start attacking me cause man I know they're after me
So Imma keep pushin until my dreams pull through
I know it sounds crazy but it has to come...

Some times I feel like I can do anything because everything I put my mind to can become gold
The things I see in the future with these rap lines is really fine man all of y'all are up in my mind
Gotta write this note to my self but put it over this beat man yeah for good health
Listen to it when I get lost out in bad vibes
The old me would've went out to commit a crime

Now please don't get me twisted I'm no where near perfect
But everyone's got a purpose that's why I think this so worth it uh
Instead of feeling worthless i'm out here trynna make this work
And I cannot blame my self for cravin the fame
Simply trynna make it in the game
And show the world the positive name of Izaac with a Z man
And that's two A's yeah and without a K
Yes sir I've never been a lame and never will be
As I sit here writin these rhymes wondering if Ill get the time to go out and shine
I really gotta remind my self to keep in line
Don't let the small things bother your mind boy you're fine
If you're gonna be the eye of enjoyment
Just do what you do with your crew and your boo
And your fam be the lamb not the lamb be the GOAT
And just boast when it's all said and done with the day ones