I don't know what to say cuz y'all would call me a phony
If you saw my real life and all the things that control me
All the fake smiles I'm putting on every single day
If I never made this song, you would think that I'm okay
But, in my life, I've been struggling a lot
Depression and anxiety always thickening the plot
When you listen to my music you would think I feel on top
Cuz the rapping makes me feel alive, I never wanna stop
I hate sharing how I feel
People acting different so I never know what's real
Do you really care or just fake it for the appeal
But I've never been so low to where I started popping pills
But you do it for the thrills huh
I don't wanna see you killed huh
You my lil homie still, don't wanna see your body still ah
Don't wanna see your body still ah
Your life goes on and on and you kick it
Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it
Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it
Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it
Yeah
I don't wanna see you gone
I don't wanna see you gone
When I'm waking up at dawn, I start praying to the son
I don't wanna see you gone
Man I don't wanna see you gone, yeah you been through a lot
And I'm talking every person that's been put on the spot
You start thinking that it's over, these feelings hurt me when I've been sober
That's why your lost in the bottles, popping xany's and smoking pot
But you won't find nothing there
They won't help you fix your life or show you love like they care
Think a little cash will solve it, you'd be happy you swear
Then explain the suicides of all these millionaires
Money will never fix a life and I know that for sure
Cuz when I truly have nothing is when I see I ain't poor
When you're sitting at the bottom, you can see there is more
And the rich got it all, but feel the pit in their core
Blood in the veins and ice on the heart
I'm talking bout chains and vice that is dark
Stop checking the brain for things that are smart
Seek out the one who was slain and He will set you apart
Your life goes on and on and you kick it
Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it
Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it
Yeah, your life goes on and on and you kick it
Yeah
I don't wanna see you gone
I don't wanna see you gone
When I'm waking up at dawn, I start praying to the son
I don't wanna see you gone