Izzy Lucid - Bloodrose Lyrics

Yeah
I know I've been distant lately
I know I aint been consistent lately
Now I know I've been way too distant
Haven't shown you love
Like its faded with distance
I ain't show you
What you really f*cking mean to me
I ain't show you that
You really queen to me
I hate the fact that I ain't enough
I never thought I'd see the
Day where we're breaking up
We just put it on pause
Till we make out, making up
Or maybe play it out
Like we just hooked up
I swear to god
This anxiety is killing me
Knowing even with my best
You wasn't feeling me
And I know maybe
I just could've Tried harder
Doing everything you like
Everything you wanted
F*ck I pay too much attention
To the music
But still I'm always there
When you feel useless
I just want you to need me
I want you to see me
But maybe you just need better
Maybe you just need a nigga
That's gon' show you more love
A nigga that could buy you more shit
A nigga that could take you places
A nigga that ain't keep you waiting
And maybe that ain't me (no)
Maybe It just ain't me
Maybe it ain't me
Lately I've been feeding
Off this same pain
Baby you deserve it all
The f*cking whole game
And it seems like we ain't
Good together no more
F*ck if it's true
Cuz I still give you my all
They say that I'm heartless
It's cuz you have it
F*ck it I can't feel shit
Nothing at all
And I aint tryna lose you
But it feels like you gone
And lately I've been in a place
Too hard to come from
I don't know what to do
Don't know how to move on
Tell me its a lie
Tell me nothing's wrong
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Tell me even though it's raining
That you'll be right here through the storm
Is your heart with someone else
While I'm dreaming about tours
Are you tired of all my focus
Being on writing these songs
I'm tryna build a life
For you and me both
I've been patient with you
So could you do that for me, I hope
Could you do that for me, I hope
Yeah
I know I've been distant lately
I know I aint been consistent lately
Maybe it just aint me
Yeah
Maybe it aint me
Ey
Aight
As these tears fall
Like storming rain
Is it attention seeking
Or a result from all this pain
Haven't slept in weeks
Haven't eaten in days
Haven't been myself lately
I can feel how I've changed
Is this depression inherited
Or does it come with age
When you finally see the world
And all its f*cking ways
Is this real, is it fake
Is it a f*cking game
Count me out, I don't wanna play
I hate feeling this way
And these suicidal tendencies
Thats drowning my brain
And I can't even breathe
In this ocean of pain
As its taking me in
Wave after f*cking wave
I'll drink till I'm f*cked
I guess we all need an escape go