Izzy Lucid - Eli's Interlude, Pt. 1 (feat. Eli de la Cruz) Lyrics

Peace, serenity, tranquility
I, I just want to be happy
In peace, serenity, tranquility
I, I just want to be happy
In peace, serenity
Trying to seek perfection
As I feel the clouds tears
Fall on my skin (fall on my skin, fall on my skin)
The cycle continues
My issue is where to begin
I thought I'd never give in
To the pain and the shit it brings
My heart strings screaming
The pain plays it like a violin
And lately I haven't been feeling
Much like myself
I've been slipping, I'm losing grip
F*ck I'm drinking like it helps
While I watch myself wasting time
Sitting up on that shelf
I saw those pills and twice
Almost bid the world farewell
But I want serenity
This Hennessy
It got me feeling heavy
You get me? Just let me
Get it together
Put this pen to this page
Tend to spill my tendencies like ink
I've been searching for happiness
In everything but myself
I ain't okay homie
I've been getting high a lot
To numb the pain on me
I swear it feels like I'm alone
I've dug my grave
Already I'm underneath
Already I suffocate man
I'm only trying to feel at peace
I ain't okay
Perfection, no
Peace, serenity
Trying seek perfection, no (I ain't okay homie)
Peace, serenity
Trying to seek perfection, no
(I've been getting high a lot to numb the pain on me)
Peace, serenity, tranquility
I, I just want to be happy
In peace, serenity
Trying to seek perfection
I ain't okay homie
I've been taking all this shit
To numb the pain on me
I swear it feels like I'm alone
I've dug my grave
Already I'm underneath
Already I suffocate
Man I'm only trying to find my place Hey
Perfection, no
Peace, serenity
Trying to seek perfection, no
Peace, serenity
Trying to seek perfection, no
Peace, serenity, tranquility
I, I just want to be happy
In peace, serenity
Trying to seek perfection, no