J2-Starter - Berries / Sour Grapes Lyrics

Give more time to my money or my lady
Shit one of them keeps me sane and the other one keeps me crazy
I know i been distant, i'm tryna balance me lately
I keep you by your phone, you getting anxious while waiting
And it wasn't my intentions, it is what it is
We gon argue over that then i'm knee deep in your ribs
Then you get all in your feelings when we speaking again
This a cycle of our lives, we keep repeating again
Plus you like when i grind, i keep food in your stomach
Attitude on a hundred, you get rude when you want it
Then get puppy eyes after cursing me out, guess i love it
Cute faces, not much of a mistake now was it? (Uhh)
Gave me your heart when you was proly scared
Had a sigh of relief, somebody finally cared
I'mma give you all of me when the time is near
I ain't never hold you victim, chick you volunteered (Uhh)
Babygirl you bout as sweet as them berries
Cherry lip gloss on my cheek, you like you leaving already
You say when i'm out getting money, it ain't easy to catch me
Tired of sending voicemails, i'm unresponsive to texting but
Babygirl you bout as sweet as them berries
Cherry lip gloss on my cheek, you like you leaving already
You say when i'm out getting money, it ain't easy to catch me
Tired of sending voicemails, i'm unresponsive to texting but
Recognize a real one then you know you s'posed to keep her
Know it when you need her, in her actions see a keeper
She treat me like a leader, must like the way that i lead her
Must like the way that i treat her, must like the way that i feed her
Can't decide if i love her more, than i love the money though
We could argue but i'm never mad, when the money flow
Want more from me, but she patient and won't rush me though
I make every promise true and keep her comfortable
I give her more life than her mother ever did
Plus her father ain't around but i showed her who daddy is
Too attached and relaxed she wanna have me again
Compare me to old me so i'm clashing with him, i'm sorry
Lately, i'm getting all of my cheddar up
Lacking on your love end knowing i gotta step it up
Unbalanced, knowing my part right now don't measure up
Keep working on you, while i'm working on a better us (uhh)
Babygirl you bout as sweet as them berries
Cherry lip gloss on my cheek, you like you leaving already
You say when i'm out getting money, it ain't easy to catch me
Tired of sending voicemails, i'm unresponsive to texting but
Babygirl you bout as sweet as them berries
Cherry lip gloss on my cheek, you like you leaving already
You say when i'm out getting money, it ain't easy to catch me
Tired of sending voicemails, i'm unresponsive to texting but
How the f*ck you leave me?, how the f*ck you leave me?
And in the same breath you gon say you need me
Thought i understood you, but i never did
Already knew the answer, i can't trust a bitch
All our years of love, don't amount to this, hurt
Plus this my last time putting somebody first
Baby you got me real good ain't recognize my, worth
Now i exercise my blessings to get rid of the, curse
Uh, for all that i gave, and all attention you crave
To dealing with, all these mind games you played
Now i'm fixing me, with my time of day
It's hard to get over you, i'll find a way
Sat back and thought about you for a hour straight
Hit me close to home, even though you miles away
You left me with that sour taste, left me with the sour face
You went from sweet berries to my sour grapes uhh
You did the thing i always feared, said you did the thing i always feared (That i always feared)
Left me and now no ones cares, said you left me and no one cares
Was i searching for me in you
Was i searching for me in you
Was i searching for me in you
Was i searching for me in you (Uh huh uh)
Was i blindsided by who i thought you could've been
You installed my feelings and they don't go away
You left me with regrets of what i should've did
When you created these events to make this go this way
I feel extra empty on the wake up
Got no appetite, no haircut or a shape up
I stare at the ceiling when i stay up
Maybe i should've looked at the bitch behind the make up
Maybe this or maybe that
Maybe i'm just too attached
Say you love me take it back
I take these feelings make a stack
At work, i'm feeling mad sick to my stomach
I'm feeling distant and stuck with, feelings of feeling unwanted
All this did was leave me with some unanswered questions
When you give somebody your all, you tell me what you left with
My soul broken, heart freezing and desperate
Got abandoned by my life angel and my best friend at the same time
You did the thing i always feared, said you did the thing i always feared (That i always feared)
Left me and now no ones cares, said you left me and no one cares (Now no one cares)
Was i searching for me in you (Was i searching, searching)
Was i searching for me in you (Was i searching, searching)
Was i searching for me in you (Was i searching, searching)
Was i searching for me in you (Uh huh uh)