J Young MDK - What If Lyrics

What If...

What if I told I love you but ima still cheat
That I don't want me ex back, but I still speak
That I don't like expressing feelings cause that feel weak
Even though the feelings that I have for you is still deep
Don't want to commit, but I don't want you with no one else
I'm selfish I gotta have your love for myself
Knew what it was when you met me Blame it on yourself

But whenever you need them bills paid Dont I help?
Sometimes I be in relationships but be acting single
And you be blowing my phone up like I haven't seen you
I hurt your feelings sometimes and I don't even mean too
But a bad bitch with a fat ass ima have to mingle
Naked pics on my phone and I wish you never saw that shit
Caught me red-handed and I told you to ignore that shit
Don't lose the one you love over someone that you like
Especially only for one night
Especially if they treat you right
Damn, I did that shit I thousand times
Adult but have a childish mind
I had three girls for Valentines
And I was trying to balance time
Had to Tuckaway my pride
Looked on your face and lied
Had something on the side while you were by my side
But

What if I told I love you but ima still cheat
That I don't want me ex back, but I still speak
That I don't like expressing feelings cause that feel weak
Even though the feelings that I have for you is still deep
Don't want to commit, but I don't want you with no one else
I'm selfish I gotta have your love for myself
Knew what it was when you met me Blame it on yourself
Yeah, blame it on yourself

What if I told you I'm happy that won a grammy
Love how her and offset turned into a family
And the internet dead without 6ix 9ine
But I heard that he snitching and he got big time
Some times I feel like a Savage free 21
Young Black Nigga locked up because of trump
And he talkin bout he wanna build a wall up
Instead of reaching out and trying to build us all up
What if I tell you that I wore gucci everyday
Until I seen that bullshit about that blackface
To be honest with you I feel like they all racists
Im talkin bout every company they all hate us
What if I told you my favorite singer was R Kelly
And I ain't just mad at him the parents all failed me
The prison system, the school system, they all failed me
They health care, the government, they all failed me

What if I told I love you but ima still cheat
That I don't want me ex back, but I still speak
That I don't like expressing feelings cause that feel weak
Even though the feelings that I have for you is still deep
Don't want to commit, but I don't want you with no one else
I'm selfish I gotta have your love for myself
Knew what it was when you met me Blame it on yourself
Yeah, blame it on yourself