WONDERS Video (MV)

I wonder
I wonder

Will I ever find love in the end
Am I thinking too far ahead again
Losing myself in the wind
Giving my all for something
With nothing in return
It's time to close the curtain
Pouring out our hearts neither one of will listen
I'm uneven
I'm uneasy
Why does it take so much to please me?
Why does it take so much to ease the pain
It just won't go away I need a hideaway
And no one can respect that, such a shame
No they won't accept it, look who's to blame
Second guessing every blessing
I'm a such mess since
It takes so much to ease the pain

I wonder how I'm still the same
After all the years of love and hate
Will I ever give my heart a break
Still haven't learned my lesson no question
I'm so passionate
They say I care too much
Call me adequate
I'm never good enough
Too compassionate
I'm always runner up
Cause no one wants the nice guy
So yeah I go through mood swings
Don't hold it against me
I'm just tryna do something different than the family
Searching for my own path
Writing my own story
Knowing that they love me
Hoping that they trust me
I know I'll be lucky
If I ever see fortune or fame
If I ever get to see my name in shining lights
Above the city skyline
Cause I just wanna be somebody
I just wanna be somebody
Always think I need somebody
Will I ever be somebody

I wonder
I wonder
I wonder
Am I more than just a number
I wonder