I usually wait for the warning signs
Before I call out for help
Consign myself to a watery fate
I usually rely on the strength of friends
But the last few years
Have beaten the hell out of me
I want to be a better person
I usually call out every bad thing I see
To myself
So I never ever have to act
I usually try to do more
For the ones who need it most
But I just end up
Writing more songs
I want to be a better person
I usually last about four weeks
Then a brand new game
Takes a hold of me