[ Featuring Kish Yabish ]
(Jacob David)
Fighting with myself
I'm fighting with myself again
Got perceptions of evil dancing up inside my head and then
Whisper in my ear oh that's the devil on my shoulder when
I'm making poor decisions
And pouring on something that I shouldn't even be drinking
Or when I'm lying to myself about the fact that I've been sinking in it
Stop
Wait
I need to take a minute
I need to find my center and the balance in it all
If I stumble then I fall
Got my back against the fences but my picture's on the wall
Huh
Nothing to brag about
Couple of things in my life that I'm mad about
But one of those things or more of those things it's more than a couple I'm sad about
I need to redirect
I need to talk about
My rapid decline from feeling so fine to feeling the hit in my mental health
I'm fighting with myself
I'm higher than I meant to be
I'm doubting all my skills
Don't feel like I'm where im supposed to be
I'm fighting with myself again
Got perceptions of evil dancing up inside my head and then
Whisper in my ear oh that's the devil on my shoulder when
I'm making poor decisions
I'm fighting with myself again
I'm fighting with myself again
(Kish Yabish)
Back and Forth like yes of course I understand I had some habits
Losing grip on reality tho it's in reach when I grab it
Look a bottle take a shot matter fact I rather pass it
I'll take the assist if I do so insist
I would tell you just watch me or you can look at the wrist
Time I put into working any sessions a shift
Idle hands are the devils playground I was told
But I ain't buying everything I was sold but when alone
I'm fighting with myself again
Got perceptions of evil dancing inside my head and then
Whispers in my ear oh that's Lucy on my shoulder when
Making bad decisions (uh) making bad decisions I'm fighting with myself again fighting With myself again (yeah)
(Jacob David)
I'm fighting with myself again (x3)
I'm fighting with myself again
Got perceptions of evil dancing up inside my head and then
Whisper in my ear oh that's the devil on my shoulder when
I'm making poor decisions
Making poor decisions
I'm fighting with myself again
I'm fighting with myself again
