Most of my life I've over complicated
I think too far, I think that that's my problem
The fear of failure can be so overwhelming
Most of my life, most of my life
Complicated, sorry I've been complicated
My childhood I blame it
I never waited after '98
Staring out that windowsill
False hopes like she'll come back still
She probably will she probably will
Some dreams just never came real
What I'm supposed to do?
Hope in something different
Now my hopes in you
Times change, will my fears change to?
Wide awake cause my mind don't snooze
I know I give you pressure, I'm trying to ease off of that
You gotta understand, growing up, I always had to ask
Never had answers, my father kept me in the black
Never dealt facts, always held back, where the truth at?
No one knows, my mind would roam
Painting pictures of this life I want
Yeah, these times are tough
Open your heart and sometimes it's crushed, but you I trust
Together we can prove this love
Most of my life I've over complicated
I think too far, I think that that's my problem
The fear of failure can be so overwhelming
Most of my life, most of my life
If I'm not ten steps ahead
I'm feeling so far behind
Each decision is weighed
Want the most out of life
Conversations with God
Over thinking each word
I'm repeating myself
Hoping that I've been heard
Most of my life I've over complicated
I think too far, I think that that's my problem
The fear of failure can be so overwhelming
Most of my life, most of my life
I'm a fighter so I'm fighting 'til the day I die
There's a war and that war's waging in my mind
I'm a fighter so I'm fighting 'til the day I die
There's a war and that war's waging in my mind
(Most of my life)
I'm a fighter so I'm fighting 'til the day I die
(Times change, will my fears change too)
There's a war and that war's waging in my mind
(Most of my life)
I'm a fighter so I'm fighting 'til the day I die
(These times are tough)
There's a war and that war's waging in my mind
(Most of my life)
(But you I trust together we can prove this love)